Quest to be a chunky dunker again

So here I am 9 months post baby, weighing more than I did when I was 9 months pregnant...Sound wrong to you? Well this is my blog to get back to my chunky dunkin days. I was never extremely thin, so I couldn't say I was skinny dippin...so it is chunky dunkin for the curvier girls. So YES, I want to be curvy, I don't want to be super thin. I just would not be caught dead chunky dunkin now. I want to be at a size that if someone caught me chunky dunkin, I wouldn't be mortified by the way I look. So here is to losing 65 pounds. I want to be back at 185lbs. I am slightly embarrassed to post thees photos, but motivation has to come from somewhere. As you can tell, I don't look real happy in the photos. But that is because I am really disappointed with myself, I have struggled with my weight all my life, and I was doing really well for a while. But after I had Carrington, my gorgeous daughter, 9 months ago I kind of let myself go. So if you want to join me great or if you just want to watch my transformation that is great too. Either way welcome and please don't be disappointed in me for my slip ups.